You Are A Bad Mom
Today was one of those days where I didn't start my day right. I wasn't guarding my heart and thoughts and did not spend time hearing God in the morning and I had let one thoughts get to me. I was hearing things in my head like the following... You are not doing enough. You are not a good mother. You are not spending enough time with Aletheia. Mark is probably thinking that you are not putting in enough effort. Mark is probably thinking you are lazy. Mark is doing so much for the family, working so hard and also helping out with the housework and Aletheia and now that you are not breastfeeding and you are not Aletheia's all in all, what are you really contributing to he family that is unique to you and what are you doing? You are not contributing to the family. And I got tricked because these sounded like legit concerns. Ways to keep myself "in check" ... self reflection perhaps? Except that, these thoughts made me feel condemned. They made me feel DOWN, fr
